Wednesday, 21 June 2017

Me,myself and I

"Orang mungkin memandang kita penuh kekurangan, tetapi diri kita, kitalah yang tahu bagaimana kita mempertingkatkan diri supaya menjadi lebih baik dari semalam.

Contohnya,  hari ini baru kita dapat membezakan antara kunyit, halia dan lengkuas. Bagi orang lain yang mahir di dapur, apalah sangat.

Tetapi bagi kita yang sebelum ini tidak tahu, ia satu peningkatan. Walau kecil di mata orang. Bagi kita ia satu perubahan positif.

Daripada tidak tahu kepada tahu. Daripada takut dengan percikan minyak masak menjadi berani berdiri di depan kuali. Daripada telur mata kerbau jadi telur dadar yang bervariasi.

Sebab itu, diri kita, kitalah yang tahu seberapa banyak peningkatan yang telah kita lakukan.

Orang mungkin tidak nampak betapa kita cuba untuk berubah. Namun, biarlah, apa yang penting kita menjadi lebih baik dari semalam sedikit demi sedikit.

Biarlah dipandang sebagai insan yang banyak lompangnya, asal kita tidak membenci diri sendiri.

Tenang-tenang jalani kehidupan, Allah tahu betapa kita berusaha menampal kelompangan yang ada. "



Friday, 3 March 2017

Best day

It was my best day for this year since Ive got my time to spend my weekend with my bestfriend. We watched SYURGA YANG TAK DIRINDUKAN 2 and it was really and really heartbreaking! In need of a husband like Fahri (Hero in the movie). Overall,this movie is the best one for me since theres a lot of moral values that I took which I can apply in my own life sooner and later. And also Im really inspired to be such a good and strong woman like Arini (Heroine in the movie) which Im so in love with this woman since she's such a sweet and lovely person. I totally fell in love with this movie including the songs and all! 5 star to be honest,keep inspiring people okay? I love you Fahri eheks๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜œ

And we are havin' our lunch at Java Flava Cafe,the place is truly cozy and comfy,and the food was amazing! Have a try okay! See you soon๐Ÿ’•

Saturday, 4 February 2017

4th of February 2017

Assalamualaikum w.b.t and hello everyone,


Like to be honest,today is my worst day ever. I was really sad as I did the biggest mistake in my whole life to myself and family-๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ˜”-

Im such a terrible person ever and I dont even know why I can be such a messy one since before this, I never forget to pack all of my stuff a day before I go back to somewhere. And yes I normally pack all of my stuff that I have to bring at one place so that I wont miss any of my important thing. But today is one of the memorable one. 

( a day before๐Ÿ˜Œ) 

Okay then,my flight to Terengganu was supposedly to depart at 12.00 p.m. Therefore, me and my family go out from the hotel at 9.00 am as we want to take a breakfast. Around 10 am and something ,we off to KLIA 2 and arrived there nearly 11.00 am. The journey from Hotel Bangi-Putrajaya took around 40-45 mins. But a few minutes after taking out my not so luggage from the car, suddenly I forget that I miss one of my bag and yes, I forgot to bring along my LAPTOP BAG. And it make me saddens even more after realising that I put so many importanf stuff in the bag. My pencil case,my make up case, and my eletrical (charger,usb,PENDRIVE and etc),all were inside that laptop bag. And yes,my room's and locker's key were also in there. I dont know how to react like speechless,actless, clueless and whatever. I missed everything and Im all alone๐Ÿ˜ข And after I went through my flight schedule,it was like the happiest moments for a minute as it said that my flight was delayed to 12.45 pm. My heart was smiling but still beat so hard. My dad and sister will to go back to hotel to pick my stuff and I said "Kalau sempat salam abah semula,kalau tak takpelah takde rezeki...". And while waiting for my flight,me,sister and my mum were resting in the coffee shop. Im so nervous,I dont know how messed up of my feelings during that time. I feel like Im such a burden to my family. And around 10 mins later, I feel worry as a man behind me was already went into the gate as I thought that my flight was delayed so then my sister asked to Air Asia's counter to confirm my flight time and...."theres no flight KL-Trg that delay ..." So my mum and sister quickly asked me to go in and it was truly the saddest part in my whole life. I go into the gate while holding my tears,and waving to my mum and sister๐Ÿ˜” And yes,I couldnt meet with my dad and angah. I called and told them that I already get into the gate and waiting for my flight. 

Another saddest part is when my dad said that they r lost a bit on the road,and I blamed myself totally for being such a burden to my family. If and only if,I wont miss my stuff,everything would just be smooth and okay. ๐Ÿ˜”

I waited alone in the waiting area. And its been announced that my flight is truly delayed till 1.15 pm. I feel so mad as if I dont get into the gate earlier,I still can meet with my whole family and saying my goodbye to them๐Ÿ˜ญ (6 weeks to go before sem break). 

But you have to believe, "Ada hikmah semestinya".

It was my first time going back alone. And from everything that happened,I learnt a lot and I hope it could be my another motivation for me to improvise myself to be a better person,InsyaAllah. 

To mama and abah,thank you so much for everything,for sacrificing your energy,time and money for me. Thank you a lot for your willing to go to Terengganu from KL just to send all my stuff instead of using poslaju. Mama and Abah,I do really sorry for my mistakes,I promise to not do it again. Mama Abah,if you read through my blog,I hope you will read this post till the end as I dedicate my biggest thanks to both of you. Pray for my success here, I promise to do my best in my studies and make you  proud of me soon,InsyaAllah. To mama and abah, take good care of yourself,Ateh sayang mama abah dunia and akhirat.
To kakak and angah,thank you for everything. And to my family,thank you for being the best and for always being there with me thru my ups and downs of me. ๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ’•


Wednesday, 1 February 2017

February 2017 ?

ุงู†ู…ุง ุงุดูƒูˆุง ุจุซูŠ ูˆุญุฒู†ูŠ ุงู„ู‰ ุงู„ู„ู‡

Hello everyone and Assalamualaikum (Jawab sayang,tak jawab dosa),

Alhamdulillah! Im still being here after 2 years am not updating my blog. Its maybe because of Im so and really busy in streamlining my life. Its been good so far. People comes and go. Things are doing good and bad. Been through with ups and downs in life. Facing with the storms and rains. Yeah, alhamdulillah for everything. Alhamdulillah and all praises to Allah for the things I had now,for the people who stay with me till now,for the support and encouragement from the family and friends, Im so blessed. 

Lately,Im interested to read all the quotes and inspirations that I pick out from Najwa Zebian's Ig and Mizznina, I dont know why since when I read all the quotes,it hits me up to feel something deeply in my heart. Ive all the mixed feelings when I read them.  One of the latest quotes that I do really love is ;

Only Allah is there always :( 
Only Allah is there always. Sometimes,we always rely on a person to comfort us till we forget that we only have One that knows before and after of our life. We have be blinded by those sweety,lovey and squishy words without realizing that at the end,we have no one except Allah. Allah is the only place for us to seek for forgiveness, sadness,dissapointment, trials and obstacles and every single problems that we have in our life, we should and must back to our Creator,Allah S.W.T. He knows everything. So to conclude, whatever  of situations you might face, back to Allah,ask Him. He will not let you cry alone. Pray and pray. 

Wallahualam. See you again,InsyaAllah.

Saturday, 18 April 2015

Wordless Sunday

So Im here again  after making a pinky promise to update le blog about whatever things that actually crossing my mind since past few days! Huh creating and thinking what to post in blog is definitely harder, I told yaaa! 

Huu anyway hi and assalamualaikum duniaa! Like to be honest, its been  almost 5 months since Im officially end up with my school life! Huuu time flies really fast that Im still like who I am.  In fact, 5 months to learn a lot of new things, have got a driving license (shall plan a trip later gaiss), made my own baju kurung as well, chilling and hanging out with friends,goin to the baking class, pampering myself to the gym,jog and badminton, doing the house chores , settling about upu,attending the interview, and currently is waiting for the upu results. So I thought that my 5 months is well spent muehehehe.

Now lets straight to the point. I wanna share about my friends which is known as my buddies my peeps my munchie my applepie and my everything. So dear readers please be alert and do read till the end nehi?

So during in form 4 and form 5, I've got same classmates for 2 years and I was definitely being grateful for having them in last 2 years. Yeah before that fyi we're taking islamic science stream which is 11 subjects for spm. Some of you might be wonder bout what subjects that we took for another +2 because normally it is only 9 subs for spm(not include acc+rc +etc) . We are not taking Pendidikan Agama Islam but its been replaced by Pendidikan Al Quran Sunnah, Pendidikan Syariah Islamiah and Bahasa Arab. So my classmates be like ustaz and ustazah yang sangatlah rock okey! Hahahaha but it was totally fun and awesome! We're like in a big family in deciding and settling with problems and obstacles that abruptly come. And backing up each other is a must-thing-to-do especially when you're fall asleep in the class! Haha. Seriously classmates is the best friend for you to annoy each other to fight into another to cuddle together and many more else but only if you gais can understand towards another. Yeah sometimes we must feel mad to someone for her/his annoyed thingy but trust me at the end,you are going to miss everything esp when you are end up with your school life,like me... Yes. Im missing them rite now...

One thing that I love about my classmates is you have that one person who loves to remind us about akhirat,that one person who's being weird all the time,that one person who's busy with his romeo and juliet love story,that one person who loves to talk about kpop (they are so cute) ,the one who always be the most cheerful person in the class,the one who loves to gossip whenever teacher was not in the class (including me yeah its fun haha) ,the one who always bring foods ,the one who always bring a pill to cope with sleeping issue in the class! The one who always be the most silent person and only talk when we asked her(its okay haha) The one yang sangat rajin to decorate the class(Im excluded from this thingy uh sorry). But whoever they are,I still love them till ever and till my last breath. And lets promise to be friends till jannah okey?

Friday, 17 April 2015

Yes Im back tenenene!

Assalamualaikum! Jawab sayang tak jawab dosa(pinjam tagline kak maghia

 Well its been a long long time that I didnt write any latest post since I've been quite busy with mah hectic life urgh no so hectic lah actually,but urm urm watevah! But luckily thanks Allah for giving me another chance to be still here in my lovey dovey blog So I determine myself to start back my blogging insyaAllah and I would like to share with uolls about my journey of life(every single  of memory and moments)  ecewwah! And this year which is 2015, I was currently an unofficially sweet eighteen yahooo! Nahhh wanna treat olls one of my selfie! Taraaaaa

Okey so hows life? Great or nawh? But please remember  whatever it is, just keep goin on and chill yo!

Tuesday, 3 June 2014

Duhai TGNA

ุจุณู… ุงู„ู„ู‡ ุงู„ุฑุญู…ู† ุงู„ุฑุญูŠู…

Akhirnya, Allah mengizinkan aku untuk sekali lagi berpijak di negeri serambi mekah iaitu bumi Kelantan.

Alhamdulillah kerana niat yang terpendam di hati akhirnya ditunaikan keluarga tercinta. Tidak lain tidak bukan impianku adalah untuk bertemu ulama' yang dicintai rakyatnya, Tok Guru Nik Abdul Aziz Nik Mat.

Sebuah pertemuan yang menyentuh hati. Pertemuan yang aku sendiri tidak menyangka dan seolah mimpi dibuai lena. Alhamdulilah. Ini lah ulama' yang begitu zuhud hidupnya. Dapat bertemu dengan ulama' TGNA bagaikan suatu perasaan yang tak mungkin aku gambarkan dengan kata-kata. Namun atas faktor kesihatan yang tidak mengizinkan membuatkan pertemuan sekadar untuk bersua muka. Hadiah yang ku titipkan tidaklah seberapa, namun aku mengharapkan ianya menjadi doa dan kenangan yang terus berkekalan.

Aku hanya mampu berdoa agar Allah terus mengurniakan kesihatan yang baik kepadamu duhai ulama'. Moga Allah mentakdirkan pertemuan kali kedua untuk aku bertemu denganmu. Jika bukan di dunia, berharap syurga akan menanti di sana.