Saturday, 4 February 2017

4th of February 2017

Assalamualaikum w.b.t and hello everyone,


Like to be honest,today is my worst day ever. I was really sad as I did the biggest mistake in my whole life to myself and family-๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ˜”-

Im such a terrible person ever and I dont even know why I can be such a messy one since before this, I never forget to pack all of my stuff a day before I go back to somewhere. And yes I normally pack all of my stuff that I have to bring at one place so that I wont miss any of my important thing. But today is one of the memorable one. 

( a day before๐Ÿ˜Œ) 

Okay then,my flight to Terengganu was supposedly to depart at 12.00 p.m. Therefore, me and my family go out from the hotel at 9.00 am as we want to take a breakfast. Around 10 am and something ,we off to KLIA 2 and arrived there nearly 11.00 am. The journey from Hotel Bangi-Putrajaya took around 40-45 mins. But a few minutes after taking out my not so luggage from the car, suddenly I forget that I miss one of my bag and yes, I forgot to bring along my LAPTOP BAG. And it make me saddens even more after realising that I put so many importanf stuff in the bag. My pencil case,my make up case, and my eletrical (charger,usb,PENDRIVE and etc),all were inside that laptop bag. And yes,my room's and locker's key were also in there. I dont know how to react like speechless,actless, clueless and whatever. I missed everything and Im all alone๐Ÿ˜ข And after I went through my flight schedule,it was like the happiest moments for a minute as it said that my flight was delayed to 12.45 pm. My heart was smiling but still beat so hard. My dad and sister will to go back to hotel to pick my stuff and I said "Kalau sempat salam abah semula,kalau tak takpelah takde rezeki...". And while waiting for my flight,me,sister and my mum were resting in the coffee shop. Im so nervous,I dont know how messed up of my feelings during that time. I feel like Im such a burden to my family. And around 10 mins later, I feel worry as a man behind me was already went into the gate as I thought that my flight was delayed so then my sister asked to Air Asia's counter to confirm my flight time and...."theres no flight KL-Trg that delay ..." So my mum and sister quickly asked me to go in and it was truly the saddest part in my whole life. I go into the gate while holding my tears,and waving to my mum and sister๐Ÿ˜” And yes,I couldnt meet with my dad and angah. I called and told them that I already get into the gate and waiting for my flight. 

Another saddest part is when my dad said that they r lost a bit on the road,and I blamed myself totally for being such a burden to my family. If and only if,I wont miss my stuff,everything would just be smooth and okay. ๐Ÿ˜”

I waited alone in the waiting area. And its been announced that my flight is truly delayed till 1.15 pm. I feel so mad as if I dont get into the gate earlier,I still can meet with my whole family and saying my goodbye to them๐Ÿ˜ญ (6 weeks to go before sem break). 

But you have to believe, "Ada hikmah semestinya".

It was my first time going back alone. And from everything that happened,I learnt a lot and I hope it could be my another motivation for me to improvise myself to be a better person,InsyaAllah. 

To mama and abah,thank you so much for everything,for sacrificing your energy,time and money for me. Thank you a lot for your willing to go to Terengganu from KL just to send all my stuff instead of using poslaju. Mama and Abah,I do really sorry for my mistakes,I promise to not do it again. Mama Abah,if you read through my blog,I hope you will read this post till the end as I dedicate my biggest thanks to both of you. Pray for my success here, I promise to do my best in my studies and make you  proud of me soon,InsyaAllah. To mama and abah, take good care of yourself,Ateh sayang mama abah dunia and akhirat.
To kakak and angah,thank you for everything. And to my family,thank you for being the best and for always being there with me thru my ups and downs of me. ๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ’•


Wednesday, 1 February 2017

February 2017 ?

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Hello everyone and Assalamualaikum (Jawab sayang,tak jawab dosa),

Alhamdulillah! Im still being here after 2 years am not updating my blog. Its maybe because of Im so and really busy in streamlining my life. Its been good so far. People comes and go. Things are doing good and bad. Been through with ups and downs in life. Facing with the storms and rains. Yeah, alhamdulillah for everything. Alhamdulillah and all praises to Allah for the things I had now,for the people who stay with me till now,for the support and encouragement from the family and friends, Im so blessed. 

Lately,Im interested to read all the quotes and inspirations that I pick out from Najwa Zebian's Ig and Mizznina, I dont know why since when I read all the quotes,it hits me up to feel something deeply in my heart. Ive all the mixed feelings when I read them.  One of the latest quotes that I do really love is ;

Only Allah is there always :( 
Only Allah is there always. Sometimes,we always rely on a person to comfort us till we forget that we only have One that knows before and after of our life. We have be blinded by those sweety,lovey and squishy words without realizing that at the end,we have no one except Allah. Allah is the only place for us to seek for forgiveness, sadness,dissapointment, trials and obstacles and every single problems that we have in our life, we should and must back to our Creator,Allah S.W.T. He knows everything. So to conclude, whatever  of situations you might face, back to Allah,ask Him. He will not let you cry alone. Pray and pray. 

Wallahualam. See you again,InsyaAllah.